Tuesday, April 27, 2010

"Something Inside Makes Me Strive"

When shall I come back to life When shall I overcome this mysterious strife
Why something inside my being just make me strive
And my entity struggles persistently to thrive……



With each passing phase I am gradually loosing that drive
Existence in me find it hard to survive
Though something inside my being just make me strive
And my entity struggles persistently to thrive……



In this eternal ocean of questions I will endlessly dive
Everything is so jumbled and clumsy like a honeybee’s hive
Still something inside my being just make me strive
And my entity struggles persistently to thrive……



Chasing mirages aimlessly, running recklessly with nowhere to hide
Life is blowing it all apart in its metamorphic stride
Yet something inside my being just make me strive
And my entity struggles persistently to thrive……



In the middle of nowhere, my journey is left undestined without any guide
My identity is washed away in the mystic of this monstrous tide
But something inside my being just make me strive
And my entity struggles persistently to thrive……



Fighting throughout, I am resting in the coffin with all desires and ambitions aside
Picture of devastation is now so clear, far and wide
Wait!something inside my being just make me strive
And my entity struggles persistently to thrive……



My struggle is resting in the lap of despair with leaves of hope completely dried,
And I am still waiting for life to transform from a gloomy widow to a cheerful bride
B’coz something inside my being just make me strive
And my entity struggles persistently to thrive


Nancy :) :)

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Absurdity of life, existentialistic dilemma, loss of purpose, desperation


Indian mind consider this world as maya or a sort of "illusion".Once you realize this and consider yourself as an illusions,existential dilemma sets in and one feels utterely trapped and helpless. This feeling pof being trapped is beautifully depicted here by Dharamveer Bharti ji. Mirrors here denote illusions.
"Could someone cut this knot of pain
Call out from across the mirrored lane
Unbearable is this absurd ending walk
Reaching the same post again and again
Will an exit never be at hand ?
Am I destined to only meet this end ?
Lost in these maze of mirrors
Crucified hanging from the frames"